My son turns 3

I'm back. again. Well I never really went anywhere.
Today (like most days) I feel like a teenager. Except I get a lot more attention from others now, and I don't look so awkward. That is generally my focus however. Am I getting attention? I'm like an attention whore. Actually I am an attention whore.

But, I'd like to focus on my family again. YOu see, I seem to be sitting on the reality that I'm very similiar to my father. God - I thought if I just ignored this reality long enough - it would just go away.

But here I am (look HOW MANY years ago I started this blog) and I feel like I've gone nowhere.

Today is my son's birthday. I can't believe he's 3. I can remember catching him, when he came out of Dark. What a day that was. What a day this will be. Tomorrow, I'll be hosting a naming ceremony.

I worry a bit about hosting anything, and about it's focus on men. But, it's important. Why worry - well -I've never done anything like it before. Don't get me wrong, I'm also super excited. It will be good to have the men who I'm close to at the particular point in my life to come and help celebrate his life.